Enter Canaan 




The Children of Israel were wondering around the mountain for 40yrs… 40 yrs! I got saved in 2008 and these few years of not having entered into my Promised Land have been a long journey. Al through my life things have happened as they have to you too. During the bad times, I would wonder what in the world was going on. To some, trials would lead one to ask God for help but in others they would lead people to believe God was nowhere to be found.

For the longest time, bad things would happen to me and I lived my life not caring much, hoping that each day would no have to wake up in the morning cause after all there was not much to live for. It was the same thing just going around in circles; I felt like dirty laundry in a washing machine, only that with each turn, instead of getting cleaner, I got filthier. I knew there was a God, but what I also came to conclude for myself is that, God was only God of some people. I was a BAD girl and from the way many Christians and people treated me, I knew that god felt pretty much the same.

I had concluded that, in the world there are good people who do good things and whom good things happen to and well I was just there to make them look good. I was what goodness was compared and measure up to. I was there to witness goodness happen to and for others. I was there because there had to be an opposite of the good. There had to be an example of what bad was. An example to the good girls and boys of what not to be and what to stay clear of. It did not matter if I drunk more, cursed more, or was any worse than the day before, I knew and was treated like to would not make any difference. I was going to hell; I could only hope to get there fast enough and to send some on ahead of me.

After I got saved, I came to realize that God was there the whole time. I had man many opportunities to die but he was not having none of that. Every single thing that ever happened was a qualifying factor to do what God has called me to do. To rise up a generation that cant help but wait on God. To prepare the Bride for her groom that is Christ Jesus. To go back to the people in the life I left behind and shed light into their darkness and eliminate it all together. To be an example of his goodness, his mercy and loving kindness. To be witness that God has never nor will he ever leave or forsake you. To let them know that God has plans for good and a future filled with hope for them.

For some time now I have been feeling like I need to do something, like it was time to arise, to go up and take possession of the land God has given me and do what he called me to do. Yesterday, I left my wilderness and entered Canaan. I entered into the land and now I know that from here on its just taking out one giant after the other and reaping a superabundant harvest. I know from this day I have walked into my destiny.




Have you heard what the Lord has done?

He brought me out of the wilderness and into the Promised Land.